Other people’s reactions
Coping with your own feelings about miscarriage or ectopic or molar pregnancy can be difficult enough. But you may be dealing with other people’s reactions, too.
It can be hard to cope if people around you don’t understand how you are feeling.
Your parents and your partner’s parents may be mourning the loss of their grandchild and worrying about you at the same time. They may not know what to say and perhaps end up saying the wrong things even though they mean well.
That can be true of other family, friends and colleagues too, as Romy explains.
Some people will avoid talking about your loss at all. They may worry it will make you feel worse, or may just feel very uncomfortable.
Some people may try to cheer you up. They may tell you stories of others who had several miscarriages and then had a baby; or if you have a child or children, they might suggest you should be grateful. (You might be, but that doesn’t necessarily make you feel better.)
Someone said ‘it was only a bunch of cells’ but to my husband and me it was a baby and it was going to be our son or daughter.
Some people might view your miscarriage as a ‘good’ outcome. They might think that a young person, or someone with several children, is better off having a miscarriage than having a baby. They might think that an older mum should have expected things to go wrong. They might expect you to feel relieved.
These reactions can be hurtful. But sadly, some people will just not understand what your loss means to you. You may decide it’s best just to avoid them, or you might want to try explaining how you feel.
But you may know or find people who – quite unexpectedly – turn out to be totally understanding and very supportive. And do remember that you can always find help here from people who will help you through.
Your partner is likely to feel upset because of what you have gone through, as well as for the loss of your baby. Both of you may be grieving over the loss of the future. You may be able to support each other very well and even feel closer as a result.
But grief can put a strain on even the closest relationships. Just when you need each other most, it may be difficult to say or do the right things – especially if one of you is hiding your feelings in order to be strong for the other. You may find our Partners page helpful.
Perhaps your partner is unsympathetic or relieved about the loss; or you don’t have a partner. If your relationship broke down, perhaps because of the pregnancy or the miscarriage, this might feel like a double loss.
These situations can leave you feeling very lonely and you may need additional support.
If you already have a child or children when you miscarry, it can be very hard to know what, if anything, to tell them. It can be hard to answer their questions if you are distressed.
If you don’t have children, you may have a similar dilemma with the children of close family or friends, or if you work with children.
The children in my class, aged 6 and 7, were sympathetic. Their caring and understanding response made me feel it was the right decision to tell them.
Our leaflet Talking to children may help you decide the best way forward.
Worried about people’s reactions
If it was very early in your pregnancy or you were worried about other people’s reactions, then you may not have told anyone about your pregnancy or your miscarriage. That can leave you feeling very lonely.
Please remember that you don’t have to go through this alone. Our staff, support volunteers and others who have been through pregnancy loss are here to help you through.